Tuesday, March 31, 2015

On Perception and Reality

Perception and Reality

A reader contacted me with a question, and I decided a good column could come from answering it. Here’s the question: “Could you write about something that came up in a recent discussion? Someone said to me recently, ‘perception is reality.’ I said that it’s not and they were stunned. To me, perception depends on a person’s happiness or unhappiness; their optimism or pessimism. I’d like to hear what you think. Thanks.”
In answer to the question “is perception reality?” – I have to say, no andyes. Is perception reality in an absolute sense? From the standpoint of human senses and the intellect’s capacity to symbolize and understand experience, no, it cannot be. Absolute reality is the Universe-as-it-really-is, far beyond the capacities of human senses and intellect. The Universe is, as modern science is discovering, a single quantum field of energy manifesting matter/consciousness, but that is not what our sensory perception tells us. We can create only a representation of a very limited portion of reality and then create images and ideas about this incomplete information, and this information tells us we are separate and alone in the universe. Is this perception experienced and acted upon as reality? Most certainly, yes. And there lies the problem. We tend to act as if our subjective experience of separateness is reality, when it is only a perspective on reality.
From this perspective, it must first be recognized that human beings experience reality very differently from other species who have very different sense organs and brains. Then, amongst humans, perception will be strongly influenced by psychological and cultural factors. At this personal level, every individual lives in their own reality to a greater or lesser degree. Within a given cultural grouping, a person’s conformity to reality as a cultural norm is the basis of our measurement of mental health and illness at the most basic level. This variance of the subjective experience of reality is also the source of most human conflict. One person’s reality can be so different from another’s they will want to kill each other. Think of the current conflict between Islamic Jihadists and European-culture-based societies.
Then, at subtler levels, we come to just how one individual sees things versus another, right down to small tastes and preferences. So here, as the questioner noted, a person with a psychological predilection to happiness will experience a more positive “reality” than a person with a pessimistic and negative predilection. This is why we can predict how a predisposed anxious or angry or depressed person will perceive and react to the same event in very different ways, and how persons with differing styles of being-in-the-world will differ from each other in how they express themselves. We experience “reality” in vividly personal ways, so it is very important to realize that our perception is literally only a point of view.
An important question, however, remains: can humans intuit actual reality? In other words, beyond the limitations of senses and brain and culture and individual psychological bias, can a human have a sense of the Universe-as-it-is through its levels of organizations, from the microscopic to the macroscopic? From the perspective of Buddhist teaching, we have to say, “yes.”
We in this culture too often fail to acknowledge a deeper level of knowing than the intellect. This knowing arises from the silent intelligence of intuition and has no words for it transcends the realm of language. It is just a knowing, and is the source of both mystical and scientific insight into the true nature of the Universe. Intuition is capable of this because intuition is the consciousness that is both individual and universal. This non-duality is expressed within Oriental cosmologies when Buddhist masters instruct us to realize ourselves and the universe as one.
A very non-Buddhist source, astro-physicist and cosmologist, Mark Whittle, Ph.D., states a similar intuitive insight that is an example of what leads the cutting edge of science: “The Universe has, in a sense, made us in its own image… We’re descended from stars… and evolving within Nature has shaped our intuition in such a way that we can comprehend the cosmological story. In a sense, we’re children of Nature, at home in the Universe.
The great challenge to those of us raised in a psychologically dualistic society, accustomed to mistaking technology for science and thinking for intelligence, is to grasp that the true scientists, such as Whittle, Einstein, or Tesla, are reaching into their intuitive knowing in order to understand what lies beyond the limits of accepted technology. They then use and shape technology to further the reach of our scientific understanding. Thinking comes after the intuitive insight, to organize and communicate their insights
In the psychological/mystical/spiritual dimension, this same opening of intuitive insight is necessary, and just as the theoretical scientist learns to trust their intuitional insights into the mystery of the Universe, we can, through training, examine the moments of our lives with the silent intelligence of awareness. We begin to experience, as the Japanese Zen tradition would say, the “Thusness” or “as-it-is-ness” of existence on the multiple levels of our existence. We can engage in what is known as the Zen practice of Shikantaza - a form of meditation that is the direct seeing and experiencing of the moment without preconceived judgment, not intellectualizing, but rather, being the truth of the moment realized in awareness.
Training in meditation, mindfulness and awareness is meant to expand our ability to experience more of the everything of existence, utilizing more of our perceptive and mental capacities in a non-judgmental manner to create a more accurate experience of reality-as-it-is. This is, of course, a continuum, and each of us is somewhere on this continuum between what Buddhism calls “egoic delusion,” living almost entirely out of the projected conditioning of our ego, and awakened awareness, experiencing Life-as-it-is, in both the conditioned world of form and the energetic absolute Universe where form and consciousness are like the particle and wave of quantum physics. Through our training and practice, we move on this continuum closer and closer to absolute reality
The fundamental delusion of humanity is to suppose that I am here and you are out there.” – Yasutani Roshi
Through both scientific and mystical intuitive inquiry, we can come closer to the realization that we and the Universe are both matter-energy and consciousness-energy, all One. We can experience how any small movement of our sense of self-in-the-world (perception) from egoic delusion toward awakened awareness brings us closer to the living reality of existence, and with it, significant expansion of our capacity for well-being and security as the gap between perception and reality grows smaller. We begin by narrowing the compassion gap that separates us from understanding ourselves and our fellow humans. This reduces the conflicts we have within ourselves and with other people. We then have to narrow the gap that separates us from identification with our fellow creatures, with Nature and the Earth that is our home. Eventually, we awaken into the realization, what Zen calls the “felt sense,” that we and the Universe are one. This is what Zen calls realizing our original nature, where perception resonates much closer to actual reality.

Friday, March 27, 2015

Code of Silence

His face wore the stresses of his job.

"If I tell, they are gonna fire me," he said.

He started up the weedwacker and continued up the hill.  Summer in the southern Appalachians can be sweltering.

I continued to pull weeds.  Usually, I begin on the side and continue around much in the way, the earth rotates on its axis around the sun.  I follow the warmth.

"Well, he terrorizes everyone," he said.

My eyes softened.

"It's the code of silence," the young man added.

"No one cares.  No one will investigate. Not in this county.  Bunch of cowards. And there is more, " he continued.

I could barely keep a poker face.

"Everyone is in on it, from the top brass down."

"They want to keep their jobs.  He is worst than the other one.  Here is the deal, if he stares at you, you are out," he said.

"So no one wants to get near him," he said.

"But now he doesn't come in anymore.  The rumor is someone high in law enforcement is investigating him.  Has the goods on him.  He is to keep his mouth shut or else," he said.

The weeds just aren't on the ground.


Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Waiting

Grief comes in many forms. The passing of a friend for whom you had no advanced warning.  The friend lived in silence and drank and smoked himself to death. The loss of beloved pets suddenly.  A child's miscarriage.  After several. Neighbors who should be living away from people.

You know these are just thoughts. Emotions are thoughts.  My thoughts in this case. You also know the theories behind these thoughts.  Especially when you teach them.  You also know you are there for those you love.  First and foremost.  And that maybe...is the challenge. How often are you there for yourself?

You feel the world's suffering.  Friends who aren't where they want to be.  Family who struggle in all the ways humans struggle when they want things to be different than they are.

Well, my friends.  My heart is broken.  I haven't been sleeping for some time now. My doc and friend wants to put me on a mild antidepressant, a non - SSRI for short term so I can sleep more than two hours at a time. I gracefully decline. I didn't tell her I had chest pain last night.  Again. I just showed her my shingles that erupted on my left arm nearly two weeks ago. I am pretty uncomfortable now.  She says I am in the end stages of shingles. I am in the end stages.  I am not sure of what.

She wants to know why I wait so long to talk about this.  I want to know, too.

I want to know why I put up with people in my life who don't have their act together.  I am a far better friend to them.  But I do what I know to do.  Distance myself.  Up here on the mountain. It is easier and quiet.  Especially when my neighbor's dogs do their hourly barkarama.  I hang up the phone after a chat with our association president.  Damn wimp. There are too many wimps out there for my liking.

Right now, I just want to cry.  So many losses in such a brief amount of time. I am waiting.

Monday, March 23, 2015

At This Time

At this time in history, we are to take nothing personally, least of all ourselves.  For the moment we do, our spiritual growth and journey come to a halt.  The time of the lone wolf is over.

                                     - The Prophecy Of The Hopi Elders, 2000

Thursday, March 19, 2015

The Secret

"The secret' of life that we are all looking for is just this:  to develop through sitting and daily life practice the power and courage to return to that which we have spent a lifetime hiding from, to rest in the bodily eperience of the present moment - even if it is a feeling of being humilated, of failing, of abandonment, of unfairness."

                                   -  Charlotte Joko Beck


Friday, March 13, 2015

Happy Friday the 13th!

Two nights before I was due to have my hip x-rayed, I couldn't sleep.  I rarely sleep more than an hour or two these nights.  It is plain awful.  I am grateful for whatever sleep I get.

So what do I do when I can not sleep.  I rearrange.  Surprised?



You saw the photo the other day of a torquoise flower base in the foyer.  I sans that and choose this instead.  You like?

The living room was easy, too.  Notice a difference?  The chocolate and vanilla lampshade was moved as well as a marble table which previously lived in the foyer.  The cedar-lined,chesnut blanket chest my Dad made for me is now in my closet. I will rethink where to place that.  Soon.



Wednesday, March 11, 2015

How Much Do We Really Need?

Has it been that long since we spoke?

Where does the time go?  This new year has found me discarding a lot of things.  Last year was my revelation about so many things in life --- furniture, people, locale.  I came home and saw things so much clearer. For that, I am eternally grateful.

                                                               
                                                              A lighter foyer

This year finds me cleaning out.  Cleaning out furniture, cleaning out gardens, removing gardens, cleaning the schmutz off my life.  Everywhere.  It is a good thing.

I mean - how much do we really need? The less we have, the closer we are to ourselves.  I often find it humorous that we begin our lives with little.  The bareness of it all is our beginning.  We accumulate, and accumulate until we choke on the stuff.  Then we disgard, giving it to those who are gathering.

                                                               
                                                             From the fireplace

Off with my two antique chairs.  Cane chairs.  Off with my tiny tin table.  Yes, I do love alliteration.  Maybe off with the umbrella stand, too. I just moved that to my hall so it is on the way to the garage. Why oh why have I kept these things so long?  Time to order a few new pieces of furniture.  Soon.

I may add the two wicker chairs in the sunroom to the front porch.  The newly made cushions don't work color wise because I made them for the New Hampshire apartment, but that is easily resolved.  I have solid red cushions that I had made and they still work!

I'll also restain the end table that goes between them this weekend.  I like the walnut currently on this and that just might work. It will be a whole new look and that...makes me happy.

Til the next time loyal readers.  Thanks for following me!