My 70th year will occur in late fall. Until then, I am making some changes. Back to my short hair cut. The fling of a longer bob was fun, but this is easier.
I want to get out more to see friends so that means more evening gatherings. Enjoying one's own good company can be overdone. I have taken it to the 9s this past year.
All in all, I think I am doing ok. Haven't found my life's passion, which is a bit of a disappointment, and may be a problem, but I guess, that all comes in good order. Or doesn't.
I think kindness and compassion are so important and I hope I am doing well on that. I could do to give less opinions, but they only really matter to me in the long run. We all have to find our way.
I try to do that better with my children, but my scorecard with one of them is no better than a "C." It is my intention to raise that this year. I wonder if they will notice.
Finally, this may be the largest area of growth. It took me until recently to realize I prefer living on my own, that is no roommate, no marriage. A boyfriend would be nice but I don't see it happening in this remote area.
Yesterday, I had a psychic reading. The psychic correctly identified all the members of my family by name. Mentioned a friend to be wary of. I think I suspected that one some. She told me I need to live by the ocean. She suggested the Florida area. Not sure I would to live there as summers are unbearable. I like being familiar, if only when I am in town or in the grocery store.
The psychic told me some wonderful news. I will share that later in the year.
When I stopped by a cafe to pick up my lunch order, a friend was sitting at the bar. It was delightful to lunch with her for a bit. I would lose things like that if I relocate. And, then, there is the huge distance from my children. I want to summer in Maine and that would be nearly a 30 hour road trip.
Lots to ponder in my 70th year. Lots to live.
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