Friday, May 31, 2013

Tick Tock:Five



A special task force was assembled outside of the Federal Bureau of Investigation.  After the Boston Bombing, the trust level among law enforcement agencies at the federal level plummeted. So the Justice Department convened this group.  They had more than enough evidence now.  The video tapes along would be a slam dunk.
Among the charges include hiding evidence, laundering money, graft and a myriad of other counts.
Kelli wasn’t much interested in the legal mumbo jumbo.  She agreed to do her part but preferred to be left out of the legalese. 
The task force moved at record time.  Within a month, Kelli and Paddy were en route to Washington, D.C. to the federal courthouse there.  Kelli was a mere recipient of the evidence.  It spoke for itself. 
As their plane landed on the runway at Reagan National Airport, a half dozen black sedans encircled the plane which was off to the side of the tarmac.  Under heavy guard, Kelli was whisked into one.  Several Kelli-like decoys were hired, all in flack jackets to ensure their safety. Their likeness was astonishing.
She was placed into a safe house near court for a 10 a.m. hearing.  Paddy moved into a professional mode, keeping their new relationship quiet and professional now.  This worried Kelli as she had just begun to trust again.  Then a knock came at the door to her hotel room.  Paddy was next door.  With another safe, pass-through.
“Can you open the door, Kelli?”
Slowly the door opened and a hesitant Kelli tilted her head around.  She had already checked the peephole and knew Paddy was behind it.
“Are you mad at me or something?”
“No, just bare with me a bit.  Once the trial is over,  at least your testimony, we can be together.”
He wrapped his arms in a warm bear hung around her.  Held her tight for five minutes.  Then kissed her forehead, and her cheek.  Then her lips.
Softness abounded.
“I want you here with me.”
“Soon, honey.  Soon,” he said.
Her signature smile returned to her lips.  A month together was like a lifetime.
Love was coming softly.

Thursday, May 30, 2013

"Freedom To Fascism": Is This True?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=O6ayb02bwp0"

"The true enemies of liberty and all modern societies and people are the central bank counterfeiters. The largest counterfeiter in the history of the world consists of the Federal Reserve banking scheme, which counterfeits American dollars through fiat currency and fractional reserve banking.

America Freedom to Fascism exposes the fraud and deceit of the Federal Reserve Banks (Fed), the Internal Revenue Service (IRS) and the 16th Amendment, the income tax, the Federal Reserve System, national ID cards (REAL ID Act), human-implanted RFID tags (Spychips), Diebold electronic voting machines, New World Order (globalization), Big Brother, taser weapons abuse, and the use of terrorism by government as a means to diminish the citizens' rights.

The Federal Reserve System is a privately held, for profit corporation, and not a government agency. It was created by bankers for bankers as a lender of last resort, so that whenever a banker ran his businesses poorly he could be bailed out at the expense of the public. The Fed does not have any reserves, it simply creates fiat money out of nothing and lends it out at interest to businesses and the federal government. The American people are then forced to pay for the bailouts to government and businesses through inflation and personal income taxes on their labor. The currency the Fed creates out of thin air and loans out to the government at interest is called Federal Reserve Notes - look at the top of what you may think are your Dollars and you will see they are actually Federal Reserve Notes (FRNs). FRNs are backed by nothing. US Dollars are required by law to be backed by gold and silver, but US Dollars are no longer in circulation. The only real US Dollars still somewhat in circulation are US Silver Eagles and Gold Eagle coins, but they have become so valuable due to the Fed's inflation and destruction of the FRN currency, that it takes thousands of FRNs just to buy a single US $50 gold coin, and dozens of FRNs to buy a single US $1 Dollar silver coin.

The Federal Reserve System operates through manipulation of interest rates, which results in expanding and retracting bubbles of inflation, referred to as business cycles. When the Fed inflates the currency, it is effectively a hidden tax on existing currency, because the value of the newly created currency is stolen from the value of existing currency. This is reflected in continually rising prices, even though advances in technology and manufacturing processes should result in lower prices and a higher standard of living for everyone. Since the creation of the Fed in 1913, it has debased 99% of the value of the Dollar. In other words, it now takes $100 FRNs to buy what just $1 US Dollar would buy in 1913, as a result of inflation due to the Fed counterfeiting so much currency. If you had saved $100 in 1913, it would now only buy as much as a single 1913 Dollar would have bought at that time. The other $99 of value would have been stolen through counterfeiting (cheaply duplicating money out of nothing) over the years, resulting in the vale of the $100 being taxed through inflation, behind your back.

The film explains how monetary policy is the most powerful form of control over people that has ever existed, and is central to the unconstitutional, global New World Order ambitions of those that own and benefit from the Fed. The founder of the Rothschild family international banking dynasty, which became the most successful business family in history, Mayer Amschel Rothschild once declared, "Give me control of a nation's money, and I care not who makes the laws."

Most Americans are kept ignorant of how the Federal Reserve operates through actions of corrupt politicians and an increasingly centralized media. Using terms like, 'quantitative easing,' 'monetizing the debt,' or 'adjusting monetary policy for increased fluidity of credit,' the Fed conceals it's true actions behind veils of legitimacy.

The U.S. Congress has the duty and responsibility of coining and maintaining the value of our dollar and money, yet Congress is being negligent in overseeing the Fed, as many politicians depend upon large campaign contributions from the Federal Reserve system bankers. In 2008, Democrat Barack Obama's #1 campaign contributor was Goldman Sachs, among many other banks involved in the fraudulent Federal Reserve counterfeiting system. What is particularly important to note is that Republican John McCain's top contributors were the same as Barack Obama's."

Is this true?  You tell me.

Tick Tock: Four (continued)



Ireland was everything Kelli hoped it would be.  On a marine biologist’s salary, it would have been a few years before she would be able to afford even the air fare to get there.
There was ivy everywhere on the house.  Something Paddy said he needed to trim next week. Living in Kinsale, near Summercove in County Cork was essentially a fishing village. It’s on the coast near the Old Head of Kinsale, and sits at the mouth of the River Bandon.  Irish knit sweaters are a stock item, warm and attractive.  Paddy made sure Kelli had one for cool evenings.
It took a few days for Kelli to feel comfortable there.  Paddy made sure she had a room next to his with a pass-through door just in case.  The days found her working on her laptop, sending and receiving e-mails and meeting the time requirements of her job as a marine biologist. 
Paddy was always near by.  Never more than ten feet from where ever Kelli was.  Then one evening it happened.
Kelli had just gotten out of the shower rounding the corner when she bumped into Paddy.  She couldn’t stop laughing.  Their eyes met and he pulled her close.  She didn’t blink once.
“I didn’t expect this to happen.  Not at this point in my life.  I really thought romance was over for me.  Meeting you was the best thing, Kelli.”
“Same here.  Your warmth resonates in every bone of my body.  It just feels right.  Ya know?”
“I do know.  But we gotta keep you safe.  And that we shall.” 

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Tick Tock: Four




The skyline was more than magnificent that morning.  She was glad to have a view of it from her bedroom.  Paddy came in and he suggested she put on men’s work clothes, a baseball cap and tuck her hair up inside the cap.  Thin rimmed glasses, a partial mustache and she looked like a young carpenter.  Time was running out.
Kelli hopped inside the truck Paddy left for her complex with a full tool box.  Fortunately Kelli knew her way around tools.  Having a father who was a carpenter was helpful.
She double checked to ensure the key was still in her pocket.
TD Bank.  324.
It had to be a box number.  Kelli was glad to be there when the bank opened.  The clerk asked no questions and Kelli was shown to a small cubicle.  She closed the door. Paddy was waiting in a Mercedes outside.  Just in case.
Inside the safe deposit box was a bottle with another note and another key.
“It’s all in here. But there is more.  Go to the Service Credit Union on Lafayette Street, box 105.”
Kelli got into her truck and phoned Paddy.
“There is another key.  Follow me to Service on Lafayette.”
“Got it.  I’ll be right behind you.   As will some unmarked.”
Kelli was beginning to imagine herself in a film.  She hoped she didn’t look ridiculous in her carpenter’s get up or that she might see someone she knew.
So she found the box, another zip drive and returned to the safe house.  Paddy and his IT expert joined her there.
Monihan opened his laptop and put in the zip drive.  There were photographs of congressional staff members, audio as well.  Hours of conversations.  The secretary transcribed it the following day.
“We’ve reached the jackpot,” he said.
“We have enough to indict a few people now.  But Kelli, you’re going to need to stay out of the public’s eye for some time.  Maybe a year or two until the case is together.  Can you do that?”
“Well actually, you don’t have a choice.  You have been fingered in this already so it is to your benefit to go underground for a while,” the IT man said.
“Kelli, I have an idea.  I have some time coming to me.  Why don’t we leave the country for a while.  Go to Ireland.  My family has a cottage there and we will be okay.”
She thought for a while.
“Okay.” 

Monday, May 27, 2013

Memorial Day

Memorial Day is about remembering our failure.  Failure to find a way to keep peace.  remembering all the losses on both sides.  People who followed government doctrine.  They didn't begin life hating one another.  Or being followers.

Last evening's Capitol Memorial Celebration left me cold.  While the PTSD focus was worthy, and well overdue, it really choked me up. I couldn't stop crying and had to turn it off.

How horrible we put our beloved one's in harm's way.  Being a soldier is no honor.  It is the absence of peace.  I will never celebrate that. Ever.

It left me cold that we celebrated our past wars and present ones. That this kind of event is to sell war to the unsuspecting so that they will enlist and become yet more drones.  Human ones. That the average person does exactly what this government tells them to do.  They do not think for themselves.  We have been in one war after another.  Our infrastructure is falling apart, corporate government gets richer, more people are without jobs. 

My heart goes out to all the followers who didn't know any better.  To all that were wounded who didn't know any better.  We must love them enough and take care of them enough.  Killing the living is horrible!  It is one thing if we are truly attacked.

Our corporate government continues to lie to us.  Pearl Harbor, Vietnam, The WTC Attacks, Persian Gulf Wars, Iraq, Afghanistan and now the Boston Bombing.  I might also add the rest of the group murders going on in the United States.  Think about it people.  Are you really willing to continue this charade?

On Memorial Day, I will pray for all the people who got into this senseless wars.  I will pray the people who send them there can receive some rehabilitation and therapy.  I pray people wake up and see what they are contributing to.  It is one thing if we are truly in harm's way.  But war for oil?  That is just plain....MURDER.

Are you ready to be at peace?  It begins with oneself.  One breath at a time.

Tock Tock: Three (continued)

Detective Paddy Monihan had been on the force thirty-five years.  Since he finished grad school.  University of Pennsylvania all the way.  Just like both of his parents did.  Everyone thought he would be a scientist with degrees in molecular biology.  He liked researching anything.
When his wife suddenly died of a heart attack two years ago, he thought his personal life was over.   That is, any chance of another loving relationship.  In the evenings he could mostly be found in his wood shop.
He also figured he would work as long as he could.  With daily exercising in his home gym, running yearly marathons this was one fit man.  Reddish brown hair, looking every bit Irish, with a light ruddy complexion, he was just under six feet.
Everyone liked Paddy.  He was a family man.  With grown children, his life was quiet now.  There was a sadness to him, as though his life was not all that he had hoped.  Now that Fiona was gone. 
Paddy had just gone out to finish a cradle he was making for his granddaughter’s birthday when the phone rang.
“Monihan, I am so sorry to bother you at home but something strange has happened.  Kind of creeps me out.”
“You see I was at the Farmer’s Market today.  By myself or so I thought. It’s a small market mostly for the locals.  I didn’t think a thing until my friend mentioned it to me.  He has an organic farm here,” Kelli said.     
“There is someone staring at you.  I saw you come in and he was moving about like a lion tracking his prey,” the farmer said. 
“Kelli, where are you?”
“Still at the market.  I am standing next to the Helton Family Market stand.  It is just at the entrance.”
“Wait there.  I can be there in ten minutes.  I’ll be wearing a Red Sox cap, jeans and blue tee shirt.”
“Alright,” the frightened voice responded.
“Grab a coffee if one is close to your friend’s stand. Smile a lot, laugh and look like nothing is up.” 
Fortunately Me and Ollie, a coffee shop, was in the next booth. She’d order herself a Mocha latte this time.  Visit with the clerk and some gal pals she saw standing in line behind her.
Just then she felt someone grab her.  Swung her around and kissed her cheek.  It was Paddy.
“Sorry, but I wanted to look like you and I were long time friends.  Take my hand and let’s meander a bit,” he said.
Kelli liked the warmth of his hand.  It was strange for her as she didn’t much trust men.  She felt their goal was to sack her.  She had no use in going there.  Kelli really liked herself now.  A gift worth waiting for.
“Follow me,” he said.
He led her to his silver Ford F-250.  It was parked next to her.
“Stay close behind.  A black and white will follow you, then turn off.  Another unmarked will follow you to my house.  Then drive your car into the empty side of my garage,” Paddy said.
The clouds finally left New England, if only for a time.  Giant cotton puffs filled the blue sky.  Spring was always beautiful in New Hampshire.  She was starting to feel at home.
Paddy led her to Washington Road and onto his driveway.  His stone cottage was something out of an Irish novel in the countryside.  A five foot stone fence demarcated his land.  Flowers abounded.  Kelli was in shock.
“Not what you would except for a cop?”
Kelli smiled softly.
“C’mon in.  I’ll put a pot of tea on.”
Paddy waved the unmarked off.  His home was a fortress.  Well insulated walls, security gate, bullet proof glass windows.
Paddy’s face softened just looking at her.
“You are going to be okay.  It was easier to talk here.  Hope you don’t mind,” he said.
“Not at all.  My life is a bit topsy turvy now.”
“OWO, One World Order” is who is following you.  We don’t know how many are in it.  Actually, it’s kinda funny because they are having a turf war within.  We’ve been letting it play out since the senator and Jill were murdered.”
Kelli continued her quiet, preferring to just listen. She tilted her head toward Paddy.  He liked that.
“Every department is involved. It’s been going on for years.  Now the media is fighting with each other for the best story.  They are involved, too.  Our strategy, to put it simple, is to let them go at each other.  Keep you safe.”
“So what do I do now?” Kelli asked.
“We are putting you in a safe house right here.  With me.  Well, not in my cottage but there is another one across the street from North Beach.  There is a tunnel from my house to the safe house.  Actually, I own it.  Imagine a tunnel near the beach?”
Kelli sat down on the leather chair.  Even put her feet on the ottoman.
“Sounds like I am here for a long haul.”
“Whatever it takes.  You can still do some of your work.  We have already spoken with your employer and have a workstation set up for you.”
“You people move fast,” she said.
“We’ve been working this case for some time,” he said.
“But we never expected anyone to find the key. Jill told us she was planting it on the beach.  But the storm came and we thought the bottle was lost forever.  Actually it was to the left of the bench above the rock wall.  The tide moved it.”
Kelli was more than tired.  She began to rub her eyes.  A hesitant yawn and Paddy got the picture.
“We also moved your clothes when you called me.  We’re fast.  I know.”
That evening Paddy made an Irish stew, Irish soda bread with a Shamrock sundae.
“I hope you like fudge.”
“More than life itself, Paddy.”
Paddy showed her to her safe house after a short walk in the well lit tunnel.  While she could see the beach, no one could see inside.  She was beginning to feel safe.  Finally.

Sunday, May 26, 2013

Tick Tock: Three





She drifted back.  To the times she felt safe and not safe.  It was like that for most of her life. Like the times she was lost in herself.  Perusing family albums sometimes centered her. Though she didn't dare tell him.  He didn't understand anything emotional, unless of course, it was something he was feeling. She was glad she was out of that dyad.  But now the business of this key.
Miraculously, there was an open spot in which to park by The Coffee Shop.  It is usually packed at 4 p.m.  People rushing in to grab something for the weekend.  They made the best pastries.
A well built man stepped outside an unmarked car.
“Are you Kelli Hennessey?
“I am if you are...”
“Sorry, I am Detective Monihan.”
He flashed his badge. 
“Can we go inside and talk? he said.
“What would you like?”
“A vanilla latte would be great.  Thank you.”
“Let me cut to the chase.  Kelli, Jill was my partner.  Another detective on the squad.  She was investigating a murder.”
Kelli sat perfectly still.  More scared than anything.
“You see, a few months ago, a federal senator was at the beach.  Vacationing with family.  Jill happened to be sitting next to her.  They began to talk.  The senator had been crying.”
“Well, Jill asked if there was anything she could do to help this woman.”
“Then all of a sudden this woman comes up with this scenario.”
“Okay.  What would you do if you undiscovered a conspiracy to withhold evidence about crimes that were committed.  And you are a public official?”
“Wow, that is a toughie.  I would weigh the pros and cons.  I would definitely tell my truth.  At least for myself, I couldn’t live with it,” Jill said.
“I came to the beach to relax and here I am going through Kleenex.”
Kelli took a deep breath and slowly let it out. 
“That is a mouthful, Detective,” Kelli said.
“So what did she do?”
“She told Jill to follow the news and if she noticed that she had been murdered to please look into it,” the Detective said.
“As you can imagine, the unbelievable happened.”
He reached for his sleeve, wiping the tears from his cheeks.
“Ten years together.  We were a team.  Jill was cute as a button, athletic, smart and so kind.  OMG was she nice.  And strong when she had to be.”
Kelli sipped her latte.  Her blue eyes softened as she cuddled the detective’s arm. It was clear he worked out daily.  She didn’t understand why, but she felt very safe with him.  It wasn’t just the cop thing.  He was nicely vulnerable.
And Kelli needed vulnerable.
Okay.  Here’s the rub.  The “CIA runs drugs, Wall Street launders the money” the IRS is corrupt as can be.  The make deals with corporations.  They don’t make deals with poor saps like us.  A fortune is made off the military.  These Congressional types all have interests in all of the things they vote on.  The Senator saw lots of it.  She started to expose it.  Then she was found dead the next day.  She told Jill and Jill was killed a week later.
“Look.  The BP oil spill, Movie theatre and other murders – they’re all done deals.  A ploy to take the attention off these bastards.  Corruption at the highest levels.”
“I need more than coffee right now,” the Detective continued.
Kelli knew much of this on her own.  She saw the marine mammals dying of toxicity.  She knew what the oil executives wanted.  The Gulf of Mexico condemned so they could use it for more oil refineries.
“One more thing. The bombings in Boston?  The one alleged surviving brother?  Geeze.  They slit his throat so he couldn’t talk.  Where have you seen one alleged suspect disappear like that?  Never!
The military wants to go after the Muslims.  They got the media to play it up.  America and apple pie. What the corporate government really wants is access to their oil rich country,” he added.
Kelli dropped her head.  All she wanted was to sit on the beach.  Alone.  Uninvolved.  Sort out her life.
Kelli and Detective Moynihan left The Coffee Shop together.  She didn’t know he had other unmarks in the area with video cameras.  She also didn’t know he had her followed to protect her.  Even staked out 24-7 surveillance for her protection.
He thought she was adorable.


Saturday, May 25, 2013

Tick Tock: Two



           She had just had her nails polished the day before for the wedding of her niece and didn’t want to chip them. Curiosity got to her. As Kelli dug her hands into the moist sand, she felt a small bottle. Inside was a note and a key.
“PLEASE  - WHO EVER FINDS MEANS SOMETHING HORRIBLE HAS HAPPENED.    I DIDN’T KNOW WHERE TO HIDE THIS.  BUT I ALSO HID ANOTHER BOTTLE WITH THE SAME NOTE AND A DIFFERENT KEY.  YOU ARE GOING TO NEED BOTH KEYS. 
BUT FIRST, CONTACT DETECTIVE MONIHAN AT THE YORK POLICE DEPARTMENT IN MAINE.  HE WILL KNOW WHAT TO DO.”
IN HONOR OF THE TRUTH
Jill
          Kelli’s heart was pounding.  Her palms were sweaty and it wasn’t from the moist sea air.  

          What have I gotten myself into?

         “Hi, is this Detective Monihan?  Jill left me a note to contact you,” Kelli said.

There was an uncomfortable silence at the other end.  

           “Yes, it is.  How about we meet 4 p.m. today.  The Coffee Shop in town?” he said.
“I can do 4 today. See you then,” Kelli said.
      

Kelli’s mind was racing with questions. Was she being watched?  Was this a set up?  Would she be in danger now, too?
She was a long way from Peoria.  And from her ex.  How could she ever have stayed so long.  It was just that he was b-o-r-i-n-g.  He was just not her type.  I mean who knows one’s type at twenty?  Especially when you just got out of a training bra for God’s sake. 
And that is another thing.  What are they being trained for?  She shook her head, flipped her long black hair toward her back and mumbled.
Whatever.
Kelli didn’t know the seacoast too well.  She had only been here a month.  But she loved her job.  Marine biology was her calling. Nothing could make her happier than spending the day on a whaling boat and watching the pods.  She thought they were superior to humans.

Friday, May 24, 2013

Tick Tock

The seas were stormy that morning. Like her emotions were painted on the sky.  Gray and gloomy.
All that junk spiraling around in her head, like the debris above.  Waiting to be carried off and placed somewhere else. Left for a time when it isn't so painful to remember. When the judging stops. When the joy can begin again.

All aspects of a life that was not all she hoped it would be.  That is where Kelli erred.  Expecting so much.  Expecting so much of others and not enough of her.  Responsibility.  But Kelli learned over time that most of what she knew were lies.  That she was an accomplice in the lies.

Kelli gathered up her things, a blanket, flip flops and shook them both.  Wet sand just isn't nice.  Especially if you are laying on it. And she didn't want any of it in her new white sports car.  She had been collecting sea glass and noticed something shiny just where her striped blanket was lying.
 










Thursday, May 23, 2013

The Wise Wendell Berry


Field Observations:An interview

WHY I AM NOT GOING
TO BUY A COMPUTER

by
Wendell Berry
A Luddite?

Like almost everybody else, I am hooked to the energy corporations, which I do not admire. I hope to become less hooked to them. In my work, I try to be as little hooked to them as possible. As a farmer, I do almost all of my work with horses. As a writer, I work with a pencil or a pen and a piece of paper.

My wife types my work on a Royal standard typewriter bought new in 1956 and as good now as it was then. As she types, she sees things that are wrong and marks them with small checks in the margins. She is my best critic because she is the one most familiar with my habitual errors and weaknesses. She also understands, sometimes better than I do, what ought to be said. We have, I think, a literary cottage industry that works well and pleasantly. I do not see anything wrong with it.

A number of people, by now, have told me that I could greatly improve things by buying a computer. My answer is that I am not going to do it. I have several reasons, and they are good ones.

The first is the one I mentioned at the beginning. I would hate to think that my work as a writer could not be done without a direct dependence on strip-mined coal. How could I write conscientiously against the rape of nature if I were, in the act of writing, Implicated in the rape ? For the same reason, it matters to me that my writing is done in the daytime, without electric light.

I do not admire the computer manufacturers a great deal more than I admire the energy industries. I have seen their advertisements. attempting to seduce struggling or failing farmers into the belief that they can solve their problems by buying yet another piece of expensive equipment. I am familiar with their propaganda campaigns that have put computers into public schools in need of books. That computers are expected to become as common as TV sets in "the future" does not impress me or matter to me. I do not own a TV set. I do not see that computers are bringing us one step nearer to anything that does matter to me: peace, economic justice, ecological health, political honesty, family and community stability, good work.

What would a computer cost me? More money, for one thing, than I can afford, and more than I wish to pay to people whom I do not admire. But the cost would not be just monetary. It is well understood that technological innovation always requires the discarding of the "old model"—the "old model" in this case being not just our old Royal standard. but my wife, my critic, closest reader, my fellow worker. Thus (and I think this is typical of present-day technological innovation). what would be superseded would be not only something, but somebody. In order to be technologically up-to-date as a writer, I would have to sacrifice an association that I am dependent upon and that I treasure.

My final and perhaps mv best reason for not owning a computer is that I do not wish to fool myself. I disbelieve, and therefore strongly resent, the assertion that I or anybody else could write better or more easily with a computer than with a pencil. I do not see why I should not be as scientific about this as the next fellow: when somebody has used a computer to write work that is demonstrably better than Dante's, and when this better is demonstrably attributable to the use of a computer, then I will speak of computcr with a more respectful tone of voice, though I still will not buy one.

To make myself as plain as I can, I should give my standards for technological innovation in my own work. They are as follows:-

1. The new tool should be cheaper than the one it replaces.
2. It should be at least as small in scale as the one it replaces.
3. It should do work that is clearly and demonstrably better than the one it replaces.
4. It should use less energy than the one it replaces.
5. If possible, it should use some form of solar energy, such as that of the body.
6. It should be repairable by a person of ordinary intelligence, provided that he or she has the necessary tools.
7. It should be purchasable and repairable as near to home as possible.
8. It should come from a small, privately owned shop or store that will take it back for maintenance and repair.
9. It should not replace or disrupt anything good that already exists, and this includes family and community relationships.
1987


After the foregoing essay, first published in the New England Review and Bread Loaf Quarterly, was reprinted in Harper's, the Harper's editors published the following letters in response and permitted me a reply. W.B.


LETTERS
Wendell Berry provides writers enslaved by the computer with a handy alternative: Wife—a low-tech energy-saving device. Drop a pile of handwritten notes on Wife and you get back a finished manuscript, edited while it was typed. What computer can do that? Wife meets all of Berry's uncompromising standards for technological innovation: she's cheap, repairable near home, and good for the family structure.
Best of all, Wife is politically correct because she breaks a writer's "direct dependence on strip-mined coal."
History teaches us that Wife can also be used to beat rugs and wash clothes by hand, thus eliminating the need for the vacuum cleaner and washing machine, two more nasty machines that threaten the act of writing.
Gordon Inkeles Miranda, Calif.


I have no quarrel with Berry because he prefers to write with pencil and paper; that is his choice. But he implies that I and others are somehow impure because we choose to write on a computer. I do not admire the energy corporations, either. Their shortcoming is not that they produce electricity but how they go about it. They are poorly managed because they are blind to long-term consequences. To solve this problem, wouldn't it make more sense to correct the precise error they are making rather than simply ignore their product ? I would be happy to join Berry in a protest against strip mining, but I intend to keep plugging this computer into the wall with a clear conscience.
James Rhoads Battle Creek, Mich.


I enjoyed reading Berry's declaration of intent never to buy a personal computer in the same way that I enjoy reading about the belief systems of unfamiliar tribal cultures. I tried to imagine a tool that would meet Berry's criteria for superiority To his old manual typewriter. The clear winner is the quill pen. It is cheaper, smaller, more energy-efficient, human-powered, easily repaired, and non-disruptive of existing relationships.
Berry also requires that this tool must be "clearly and demonstrably better" than the one it replaces. But surely we all recognize by now that "better" is in the mind of the beholder. To the quill pen aficionado, the benefits obtained from elegant calligraphy might well outweigh all others.
I have no particular desire to see Berry use a word processor; or he doesn't like computers, that's fine with me. However, I do object to his portrayal of this reluctance as a moral virtue. Many of us have found that computers can be an invaluable tool in the fight to protect our environment. In addition to helping me write, my personal computer gives me access to up-to-the-minute reports on the workings of the EPA and the nuclear industry. I participate in electronic bulletin boards on which environmental activists discuss strategy and warn each other about urgent legislative issues. Perhaps Berry feels that the Sierra Club should eschew modern printing technology which is highly wasteful of energy, in favor of having its members handcopy the club's magazines and other mailings each month ?
Nathaniel S. Borenstein Pittsburgh, Pa.


The value of a computer to a writer is that it is a tool not for generating ideas but for typing and editing words. It is cheaper than a secretary (or a wife!) and arguably more fuel-efficient. And it enables spouses who are not inclined to provide free labor more time to concentrate on their own work.
We should support alternatives both to coal-generated electricity and to IBM-style technocracy. But I am reluctant to entertain alternatives that presuppose the traditional subservience of one class to another. Let the PCs come and the wives and servants go seek more meaningful work.
Toby Koosman Knoxville, Tenn.


Berry asks how he could write conscientiously against the rape of nature if in the act of writing on a computer he was implicated in the rape. I find it ironic that a writer who sees the underlying connectness of things would allow his diatribe against computers to be published in a magazine that carries ads for the National Rural Electric Cooperative Association, Marlboro, Phillips Petroleum, McDonnell Douglas, and yes, even Smith-Corona. If Berry rests comfortably at night, he must be using sleeping pills.
Bradley C. Johnson Grand Forks, N.D.



WENDELL BERRY REPLIES:
The foregoing letters surprised me with the intensity of the feelings they expressed. According to the writers' testimony, there is nothing wrong with their computers; they are utterly satisfied with them and all that they stand for. My correspondents are certain that I am wrong and that I am, moreover, on the losing side, a side already relegated to the dustbin of history. And yet they grow huffy and condescending over my tiny dissent. What are they so anxious about?

I can only conclude that I have scratched the skin of a technological fundamentalism that, like other fundamentalisms, wishes to monopolize a whole society and, therefore, cannot tolerate the smallest difference of opinion. At the slightest hint of a threat to their complacency, they repeat, like a chorus of toads, the notes sounded by their leaders in industry. The past was gloomy, drudgery-ridden, servile, meaningless, and slow. The present, thanks only to purchasable products, is meaningful, bright, lively, centralized, and fast. The future, thanks only to more purchasable products, is going to be even better. Thus consumers become salesmen, and the world is made safer for corporations.

I am also surprised by the meanness with which two of these writers refer to my wife. In order to imply that I am a tyrant, they suggest by both direct statement and innuendo that she is subservient, characterless, and stupid—a mere "device" easily forced to provide meaningless "free labor." I understand that it is impossible to make an adequate public defense of one's private life, and so l will only point out that there are a number of kinder possibilities that my critics have disdained to imagine: that my wife may do this work because she wants to and likes to; that she may find some use and some meaning in it; that she may not work for nothing. These gentlemen obviously think themselves feminists of the most correct and principled sort, and yet they do not hesitate to stereotype and insult, on the basis of one fact, a woman they do not know. They are audacious and irresponsible gossips .

In his letter, Bradley C. Johnson rushes past the possibility of sense in what I said in my essay by implying that I am or ought to be a fanatic. That I am a person of this century and am implicated in many practices that I regret is fully acknowledged at the beginning of my essay. I did not say that I proposed to end forthwith all my involvement in harmful technology, for I do not know how to do that. I said merely that I want to limit such involvement, and to a certain extent I do know how to do that. If some technology does damage to the world—as two of the above letters seem to agree that it does—then why is it not reasonable, and indeed moral, to try to limit one's use of that technology? Of course, I think that I am right to do this.

I would not think so, obviously, if I agreed with Nathaniel S. Borenstein that " 'better' is in the mind of the beholder." But if he truly believes this, I do not see why he bothers with his personal computer's "up-to-the-minute reports on the workings of the EPA and the nuclear industry" or why he wishes to be warned about "urgent legislative issues." According to his system, the "better" in a bureaucratic, industrial, or legislative mind is as good as the "better" in his. His mind apparently is being subverted by an objective standard of some sort, and he had better look out.

Borenstein does not say what he does after his computer has drummed him awake. I assume from his letter that he must send donations to conservation organizations and letters to officials. Like James Rhoads, at any rate, he has a clear conscience. But this is what is wrong with the conservation movement. It has a clear conscience. The guilty are always other people, and the wrong is always somewhere else. That is why Borenstein finds his "electronic bulletin board" so handy. To the conservation movement, it is only production that causes environmental degradation; the consumption that supports the production is rarely acknowledged to be at fault. The ideal of the run-of-the-mill conservationist is to impose restraints upon production without limiting consumption or burdening the consciences of consumers.

But virtually all of our consumption now is extravagant, and virtually all of it consumes the world. It is not beside the point that most electrical power comes from strip-mined coal . The history of the exploitation of the Appalachian coal fields is long, and it is available to readers. I do not see how anyone can read it and plug in any appliance with a clear conscience. If Rhoads can do so, that does not mean that his conscience is clear; it means that his conscience is not working.

To the extent that we consume, in our present circumstances, we are guilty. To the extent that we guilty consumers are conservationists, we are absurd. But what can we do ? Must we go on writing letters to politicians and donating to conservation organizations until the majority of our fellow citizens agree with us? Or can we do something directly to solve our share of the problem?

I am a conservationist. I believe wholeheartedly in putting pressure on the politicians and in maintaining the conservation organizations. But I wrote my little essay partly in distrust of centralisation. I don't think that the government and the conservation organizations alone will ever make us a conserving society. Why do I need a centralized computer system to alert me to environmental crises ? That I live every hour of every day in an environmental crisis I know from all my senses. Why then is not my first duty to reduce, so far as I can, my own consumption?

Finally, it seems to me that none of my correspondents recognises the innovativeness of my essay. If the use of a computer is a new idea,

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Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Turning Off Media Technology

My emotions lately are like a New England spring.  One day it's fair weather, the next cloudy.  Then out of what seems like no where, the sun is shining.  Could it be the sadness permeating our world? 

Several things are happening.  First, we choose to turn on the media.  At our very core, it affects our subconscious more than we know.  Second, it is one continual barrage of negativity.  These things are not new.  There have always been wars.  There have always been natural disasters.  This writer believes some of these, especially recently, especially the quantity of them are human induced.  Keep them in fear, hook them to the media.  Then suddenly shut it down. 


Once you become dependent on something and it is stolen, you are lost.  You are lost because you haven't learned how to depend on yourself.  So here it is.  I am shutting down the media.  I won't have a 'smart' phone.  I won't watch the news and have little use for Facebook. Self-promotion bores me. I won't read the politics in the newspapers, either.  I'll know soon enough when we get into another oil war. 

My boycott of GMOs will continue as will my boycott of companies that are not socially responsible. I will continue to write my blog, tell my stories. Smile more, let things go more, enjoy the moment.

More.

Monday, May 20, 2013

Flowers!

There is nothing like a 'find.'  That cute little piece you negotiate for at an antique store.  This is an old bar stool.  More than uncomfortable it works deliciously fine on the balcony in warm weather.

It has also been quite the search!  But a woman knows what a woman wants.  Who'd settle?  This charming hanging basket has a new home atop the bar stool. 

The hanger will be snipped off soon. For now, the feet are going up on the coffee table. The music will be turned on and I shall dream of neverland.


Biddies

Definition:  A woman, usually an elderly one, regarded as annoying or interfering.

As a gerontologist by training I feel comfortable using the term, 'biddie." This describes some of my neighbors in this so-called active adult complex quite well.  Am I being too sensitive here?  I don't care.  It's my blog:) 

When their perfume isn't making me sick, or the soiled elevator they leave behind, or a comment that my shirt is too low I have a few more thoughts. Sweetheart, get a life.  This is not the Victorian era.  We can show our necks now. Plus your activity level is confined to your mouth.  It is okay to keep one's thoughts to oneself.  I did until now.



Four




In the months to follow, Janel’s…Naturally the café became a community center.  All the environmentalists were there, personal cup or mug in hand with a $.50 off on their organic coffee for doing their part to recycle.  The local politicos began to hang out there.  Just about everyone was non-partisan.  They just wanted a healthy community, a healthy economy.
Even the trade’s people began to frequent the café.  It became a wonderful place to find a plumber, carpenter, electrician or handy person, too.  Non-environmentalists garnered passion about our planet as information between people was shared.
Ellen came in often.  Usually on her way home from gardening in her plot in the community vegetable plot in town.  Donning a large hat, leopard boots up to her knee, gloves that almost covered her elbow were her Saturday morning attire. 
“Too early to plant corn?” she asked.
“They’ll be fine.  We are almost at that critical point,”Willy said.
“What else ya plantin?”
“I just planted Cherokee Purple Tomatoes.  Mom said they were delicious,” Ellen replied.
“Oh, they are!”  Willy said.

Ellen wasn’t too far out the door when Janel saw her.
“Honey, got a minute.  You and Mitt want some muffins for tomorrow?  They’re gluten-free, just came out of the oven.”
“Sure.  I didn’t want to disturb you. Figured you were swamped.  Lots of customers, Mom.  Good job! Ellen said.
 








Saturday, May 18, 2013

Janel's...Naturally: Three




The first week was as exhausting as Janel expected.  Fine tuning, lots of fine tuning.  And dealing with the myriad of suggestions from customers.  She had once been a suggester, too.  She was more than embarrassed about it now. 
“Oh if I only knew then,” she thought.
As she climbed under her comforter, she thought more about how she handled things in the past.  Wanting to be more soft while still being direct, just tempering it. And now she was in her café.  The boss, the indebted one, hoping to find that soft spot that could also manage a successful business.
The phone rang. 
“How are you? Robert asked.
“Exhausted, happy,” Janel replied.
“How about you.  A new editor.  I am so excited for you.  No surprise, either,” she said.
“A lot on my plate now.  Lots of re-organize to do.  Oh, and the dead weight.  Whew.”
“Well, the good news is, Lumpy doesn’t want to do a thing.  He’ll put in his hours, buy his beer and start it all over the next day,” Janel said.
Robert laughed.
“So true.”
“Just wanted to check in with you.  I’ll pop in sometime tomorrow.  We both need to remember, Roman wasn’t built in a day,” he laughed.
“True. At least now, I am so busy, I don’t have time to think so much,” she laughed.
Tomorrow came soon enough.


“Just wanted to check in with you.  I’ll pop in sometime tomorrow.  We both need to remember, Rome wasn’t built in a day,” he laughed.
“True. At least now, I am so busy, I don’t have time to think so much” she laughed.
Tomorrow came soon enough.
But the tomorrow’s always bring yesterday and today.  Unless you are fully present. Janel understood that although she often forgot it. 
She was at the café long before the seven o’clock opening time. Tammy, her new assistant walked in behind her.
Tammy, was Janel’s age.  Single, too.  She also left a long term marriage after raising her twin daughters. She looked a lot like Emmy Lou Harris with her stunning gray hair.
“Boss, the organic coffee, scones and latte are all done.   I need to run to the rest room to tie up this hair. I have a question for you.”
“Sure, give me a minute until I get the rest of the muffins in the oven,” Janel said.
“Ever feel now that your children are on their own, single and in your sixties, that you are invisible to everyone?  I mean, it has been written about ad infinitum.  I never gave it much thought until a friend talked about it last night,” Tammy said.
“I do.  I can even remember my mother saying that to me.  She also said that she ‘had no purpose.’  I guess I was in my early forties at the time.  I understood exactly what she meant.  She felt invisible and unneeded. It’s a horrible thing this culture does to us.”
“Well, I am not adopting that notion.  I matter as do all people.  Society is just a mess.  Why would anyone adopt their standards, their rules?” Janel said.
It was precisely that moment  that Janel defined herself better. 
“The culture, this educational, socio-economical and political system in this country tries to define us.  It also has.”
“When I was nineteen, my then boyfriend, who later became my husband, and I were stepping out for New Year’s Eve.  I was wearing a gorgeous red velvet dress.  I had worn it in my sister-in-law’s wedding in Minnesota.  The year was 1969.  I thought I looked sharp.
Then I asked my boyfriend’s mother, who wasn’t particularly on Bill Black’s Best Dressed List, what she thought of my brand new shoes.  Now understand, I didn’t make much money at the time.  I had just bought these cute patent leather shoes.  Black.”
“The woman told me she didn’t like the shoes with the dress.”
“Too light.  You need something heavier,” the soon to be mother-in law said.
“Only years later would I learn she would set up a competition between me and her daughter.  Are ya still following me?”
“Of course.  We’re females,” Tammy laughed.  
“We’re a friggin rule book,” Janel said.
“Maybe that is what the real coming of age is about about.  Screw the rules.”







Friday, May 17, 2013

Janel's...Naturally: Two (continued)



“I’ve been split a few years.  Can’t divorce or I would lose my land.  I love this little piece.”
“But how could you hope to have any kind of meaningful relationship?  Doesn’t that limit you?”
He got quiet.  They walked back to his car and he continued the door.  Ninety minutes later the tour was complete. She thought the whole experience odd. Just odd.
They saw each other casually a few times.  Even organized an environmental group together.  But he was somewhere else.  She hoped he found a mate.  And peace.
It wasn’t the same again.  He avoided her.  And she had gotten intense with him.  Not about him, but intense in the things she cared about.  She wanted to feel some kind of passion from him.  Something.  Not in a romantic way but in a, “I am your friend and will stand by and up for you kind of way.”  At least she thought so then.
It simply wasn’t his way.  She had had enough of wimps having been married to one for too long.
She was glad he could enter the café.  He wasn’t much for social events so this was special.
Samantha came in with her three daughters.  A former commissioner, this classy woman was leading a life of more than quiet desperation.  It never showed until it did.
There was a lot about Samantha that Janel admired. Her grace, poise, and courage to put herself out there.  Under the sweetness, a friend replied:
“Watch her, soft but with a big stick,” Howie said.
“I don’t trust her.”
“I don’t either, but then I don’t have to.  It is enough to stay in my own business,“ Janel said.
“I’ve learned I don’t have to account for anything with anybody.  That is their job.  Mine is to be true to myself.”