To Be Psychic

To be psychic is to be connected.  To be a bodhisattva. There is no miracle to it.  It just means to have an awareness.

In a world so confused with technology, typing Facebook quips, #atthebeach,  #withbff, all trying to appear clever, taking regular selfies and posting them, it is no wonder few possess this trait anymore. At the same time, many are going within. Bruce Jenner doesn't want sympathy, he wants an audience.  The Kardashians.  Oh, puleeze.  g-A superficial.  Bleck!

Lately, so many knowings have happened.  A few personal things with me I won't share here.  Then there is the knowing my daughter's dog has a malignancy, confirmed yesterday, knowing a man who is the executive director of a non-profit here is close to death. I have known this for some time. I saw the man today and he is at death's door, still functioning, partial steam.  I want to tell his wife. So she will be prepared.  The reality is she will be relieved.  It has been a rough marriage. Another county employee is about to be fired.  Confirmed by high sources today.  He deserves it.

I knew my car had a problem.  Today on the road it died.  Stranded, I called one person.  Instead of them phoning, responding to my voicemail, they sent a text an hour later.  They were on Facebook on their cellphone yet wouldn't spend the time to respond. That said it all.  Clearly, indifferent, disinterested.  But I knew that already.  I didn't want to walk ten miles home.  Confirmations are coming everywhere now. I am more than grateful.  Discernment is key. It is a gift.

The world is too fast for me.  Too self-absorbed.  My car shared a message.  STAY HOME.  It is where you need to be.  Too many false people out there. False social constructs.  Scare tactics.  Home.  It's a great place to be.  It is where my heart is. Always.

Alan Watts reminds me the universe, the world is where it can be.  Given the lack of awareness, the laziness to meditate, to work within.  A friend said everyone wants a pill.  No one wants to suffer.  But sometimes in the suffering, we come home to ourselves.

I am glad to be home.  Glad to have some connections.  Wanting less and less.

To be psychic.  It's just being aware.