Drawn

I've been drawn for a while to look at natal charts.  My sun and moon are in Scorpio with a Leo rising sign.  North node is in Taurus while the south node is in Scorpio.  I am a Scorpio - through and through.

What is interesting about this is that I married a Taurus.  Clearly, this stabilized a lot of chaos from former lives and for that, I am much appreciative.  The sand ran out on the hour glass and it was time for completion in 1999.  A new millenium awaited.

While I have come here to smooth out the chaos and enjoy my comfort zone in Scorpio (the full range of emotions we feel), the time has come to make closure for a few things.  Mostly, closing out the need to understand all of this and just be in this present space.  Isn't that what we all ultimately must do?  Walk the walk.  I understand the theories only too well. Moreover, I am confident in them.

In some ways, it feels as though I am finishing the cycle and going back to that south node, the person I am.  It was a place of comfort, competency and confidence for a long time.  Every chart I read done by various astrologers says the same thing.  Time to come home.

It feels a bit self-consumptive but the reality is ~ if we don't investigate things in our path, we can't clear the way to walk it.

I like that I am drawn to examine these things.  Now the drawing I will do is in watercolors.